a mother's love
just a classic guilt trip disguised as an apology. it seems like that's all either of my parents know how to do. it's not my fucking responsibility to repair anything. in my mind, she still "has another chance" because I haven't blocked their numbers.
they are causing so much tension for my adult siblings stuck living with them. they want to try so desperately to "keep the peace." I'm so tired and so are my sibs
3 years ago I moved out of that religious indoctrination hellhole
2 years ago, she said she wasn't sure i was still her kid after I came out as trans. I stopped reaching out or answering any texts soon after I gained my independence
last year my dad texted "I'm sorry for everything negative I've ever said to you"
my parents had kids just to raise minions to do their bidding and if you aren't the perfect image of what they expect then you have a demon inside you (literally what my father said to me after I was forced to come out as bi at 15)
more context in my previous post(s)