Why does it still hurt sometimes? 7 months post breakup.
Yesterday it happened, it all came back to me again. I was busy at work, and was listening to one song that I remember from past year when we were still talking and it was great, and just like that when I'm doing well and I met someone else (in talking stages), I still think of her, can't erase the image in front of me, yesterday particularly I felt tears building up but I stopped the feeling.
She was definitely FA we were in LDR, she broke up because we were too close emotionally, after I asked if I could be hers, she said yes. If only I knew I'd wait and hold it, but I loved her from the first day and wanted to be with her, we didn't even have a chance to meet in person.
I still miss her as a person, not the idea she made me feel like no one else in 36 years of my life, she was attractive to me and also as a person, but avoidance killed us, with that said I'm not a victim here I wish I handled us differently, and acknowledged certain things but at that time it was hard for me, it was bas timing and situation, but I was loyal to her and stayed true until the end of our contact and after.