I spotted this great Pratchett reference in a book ‘The Supernatural Cats of Japan’ today. Any author who references Pterry is alright in my book.
But from which Discworld novel does the quote originate?
Note: Sorry I didnt know which flair to use
Yes - they're eating ice creams while wrapped up in macs and blankets.
My concert band played at Deal bandstand on Sunday, so South east coast of England. The wind was ferocious, absolutely freezing weather in mid-May. But we had an audience of about 15, they stayed through the whole thing, wrapped up in coats, hoods, blankets and seemed to enjoy themselves immensely.
But it's the seaside so ice creams were needed.
Is this the most hilarious quintessential British thing you've ever seen or what.
LMFAO
It feels so hard sometimes, so gigantic and insurmountable, especially as perfectionists, do we recognise how far we've come in recovery?
I don't know about anyone else but I feel impatient about my recovery, like it's been 3 years when will I be healed already? It's frustrating.
Someone in my previous post commented that it took a few years to put some things into practice.
I realised I have made lots of progress, it all seems so small and insignificant but I have improved at saying no, advocating for my needs, setting boundaries. I don't think I've come that far but actually I've probably gone further on the journey than I think.
It all just takes such a long time but we've had 20/30 years of abuse compared to a couple years in recovery.
So what real progress have you made? I'll start with my own example that I'm proud of.
Last week I dogsat for someone on Thursday. On Monday I asked him for all the details I needed to care for his dog. By Wednesday he hadn't responded. I don't like things last minute. I messaged him saying 'I would like to provide the best care possible for your dog, I appreciate you're busy. please could you provide the information and answers to my questions by 6pm today? That way I'm nice and prepared for tomorrow morning. Thank you in advance.'
At 5pm the bloke messaged me with everything I needed, saying thank you. He wasn't annoyed at me or anything.
That for me was huge, It was very brave for me. I asked for my needs, I was polite and explained the reasons and I got the result I wanted, no one got mad at me.
What progress have you made with things like this - perfectionism, people pleasing, honouring your needs etc?
Can we celebrate the not-so-little things we've done, the progress we've made.
I've been performing niceness all the time since I was a child, And I'm sick of it. I say i hate being nice. I'm a good, kind, empathetic person who never wants to hurt other people. But It seems people can treat me however they want, feel however they want but I'm never allowed to have the same.
I want to know if anyone here has made progress with bringing up issues with people, raising complaints, small or large, anything that hurts you. Especially when maybe they've previously raised something about you.
I've been NC for a decade and been in recovery for 3 years, I've come a long way but I can't seem to make progress with niceness. I always find it hard that so many people complain about me and criticise what I do, treat me badly but I'm not allowed to do the same. i've put up with so much rude, inappropriate, unfair, just bad behaviour and I continue to do so.
And it's the entire spectrum. This is one thing I don't think my counsellor helped with at all. She was very good don't get me wrong, about a lot of things. but I don't think she helped me navigate conflict and people. She said well people can't change. i can't make them change. which is true but I can say they hurt me or upset me, what they choose to do after that is their choice. I'm allowed to speak up against hurtful behaviour.
She also talked a lot about letting it go, particularly in work dynamics and at my house with an imbalance of power, I'm the lodger. Like I've always got to be the bigger person and not let it bother me and I don't think that was helpful. Particularly when no one else cares.
It always feels like no matter what I do other people are allowed to behave however they want, bring up any issues, complain, criticise, even hurt me and treat me really awfully, say mean things and that's fine but I'm not ever allowed to say anything back, and likewise criticise them when they do things wrong, complain about their behaviour, raise issues, however small.
It seems so unfair and it makes me want to scream.
I'm so sick of being a nice person.
It's really complicated to navigate this when I literally was never taught, with no good role models.
i find I have so much rage inside me all the time, every time someone mistreats me, which never gets let out. 40 years of every single slight, mistreatment, everything. It just stays inside, eating away at me, that's not healthy at all.
I'm a good, kind, empathetic person who never wants to hurt other people.
let's be clear about it, I know i'm a good person, I'm kind, empathetic and sensitive and I like those qualities.
I'm not interested in becoming a villain, being cruel or mean and getting back at everyone who ever did me wrong and starting to complain about everything.
I want to navigate the adult world in a healthy way, where I feel safe to raise small normal issues too and stand up against hurtful, rude behaviour. Where respect goes both ways.
As the immortal Granny Weatherwax says - if you ain't got respect, you got nothing.
How can I get some balance, some middle ground to this? So i'm not a person who appears to never be bothered by anything, accepts everything no matter what. likewise not someone who finds fault with everyone else and pipes up about every little thing cos I know that's not who I am either.
And i'm aware that saying I'm not allowed to seems like a childlike view of the world.
Is it sometimes that I don't know how the world works.
Does any of that make sense?
Sorry if I'm not explaining myself, please be kind in your responses.
Does anyone here have any thoughts or experiences or feelings about this? Any progress, any ideas to help?