Just Not Bothered With It All
Hiya.
I'm 19, I recently got out of education, and got fired from a decent job back in January and obviously I need some money to properly start my life (basically like anyone else lol).
I've been applying for a load of jobs, optimising my CV (but I'm not gonna tailor my CV for every job I apply for, it's pointless in my opinion), and persisting with the bullshit of the job market.
It's so demeaning being back to having endless free time with no work to fill it and being on welfare just to have some money to go out with (but it's not enough for a license or a car, and it would take too long to save for either one). However, I've grown so calloused to the constant denials and dead-end interviews that I'm just not bothered with it at all any more.
If I woke up tomorrow to see I got a straightforward job with decent pay enough to get me a license and a car, I'd be happy, but if I got rejected by a job, it's not a big deal because the job market is too ass to let it ruin my life, despite my goals.
I'm just trying my best, that's all I can realistically do.