.So I took 2 drops for neet after my 12th, and I just don't know what to do, further now. I have thought about b pharma + mba as of now. Do you think I have hope in it?
My parents have also thought private mbbs, which I don't know tbh. Is it worth spending 1 cr on a degree? That would probably be selling everything we have on our name. I'm just tired and don't want to re attempt neet next year. My parents forced me to go aakash since I was in 10th then 11 and 12th. Then 2 years drop again. I have been miserable since then. There hasn't been a Day since then, where i haven't wished to die.
I'm always compared to my sister, who qualified neet. She doens't like talking to me since I'm a failure. My mom has told the whole locality that I had been preparing for neet and haven't been able to do it. All of them look at me weird eyes.
I feel like I don't have any carrer options left now, and I'll always have that failure tag with me. There hasn't been a day I have been genuinely happy in the last 5 years.
Please tell me what should I do, I'm very desperate.
Qualification -
10 isce - 85%
12 cbse - 80%
Age - 20