Like you take any cource or any college idhr bs sabko gali hi pad rhi hoti agr sab college hi itne bekar hai to Banda kaha jayee. pehle hi giri hui expectations ko zameen me gaad dete hai log idhr😭
Like rt aaya h and exam is in July tb tk to all the admission portals will be closed for all the good Colleges. what do I even do now I feel so stuck, I really don't wanna take a drop year. Now how do I get a seat in my desired course in a good college.
Yk I left my anti depressants in jan this year but guess what I'm again on that stage to start having them again, I feel so helpless, so broken, what will happen now, how will things workout I'm going crazy thinking all this. I really don't wanna go back to that life where my life was just having meds and doc appointments, it feels like everything is over
This system is fked beyond our understanding
My bhaiya gave me his copy of this book and this is literally not the genre that I am into🥲 but now the thing is cuz obv the next time I meet him he's gonna ask me how much I read, my review of the book and I don't wanna come across as rude. I can't say that I don't like this genre or don't wanna read it cuz he has gifted me his own copy of book and this will look like I don't care about his gesture or book. Now what should I do, should I force myself to read it😭 man it looks so boring I really don't like it😭
So has anyone read it? Like is it fun to read? I really don't wanna read anything associated with science anymore I'm already enough traumatized by my results😭
This picture is from feb 2025 when I first bought the book and after that loved it with all my heart, annotated it, wrote my thoughts and feelings on the pages that felt so personal and I still remember writing a whole para on the last page how this book changed my perspective on life and has been the most impactful book that I ever read. Everything about this book and this particular copy of book was so personal to me that it feels like I lost my child lol sounds weird😭
But basically a classmate of mine took this book from me to read in September. Prior to this he already had my two other books. I really wanted to say no but couldn't, WHY IS IT SO HARD TO SAY NO😭 but somehow I told him that can he give my other two books back my cousin wants to read them, so when I gave this one he handed me other two back. He finished reading this by nov ig but didn't give it back, I used to see my book in his ig stories bg, he posted quotes about it but never gave it back😭 and I never had it in me to go and ask for it myself, literally so dumb, I wish I had asked for it but now school is over I'm never gonna see that guy again and my book too.
It might seem such a silly and faltu si post to many of you but sacchi that book was really close to my heart and was reallllyy personal so bye bye my dear book here's a farewell post for you.
I was looking for private Colleges and came across this one, is it like good for bjmc in placements and all aspects too?? Please lmkkk😭
Atp results se zyada na mujhe in rishtedaro se dar lg rha h, inke itna keeda h na kal meri mamma shadi me gyi udhr unhe sab gher gher k puchrhe the k "result aagya kya mera, aage ka kya plan h" AUNTY MERA AAGE KA PLAN AAPKE GHAR AAKE AAPKE PET ME CHAKU GHOPNE KA HAII INKI MAKII...
Abhi I was at my dadi k ghar udhr there was this aunty uncle and they were like "ab to bs ham result ki mithai khane aayege haina beta?" HAIN??? KYAAA?? WHATT?? MITHAII?? JO MAZE LE LE KR CHAI PEE RHI HO AUNTY JII USI ME ZEHER NA MILA K DE DU MAI AAPKOOO!!!! INKE KHUD K BACCHO KI BARVI TO HOGYI AB MERI TERVI NIKALNE K PEECHE PADE HUE H, SHRAP LAGEGA SABKO MERAA AAAAHHHHHHH