I had a situationship with my professor and i regret my choices
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Y’all, I don’t know if I should cry or laugh because the whole situation is so stupid to me.
Long story short two years ago, I had this huge crush on my professor. She was young, and we had such strong energy between us. I went to her book club a couple of times, and she would always hug me and make sure to sit in front of me. We actually had a little situationship for a few months, but we drifted apart because of work and other things.
I knew she was lonely, beacuse of the poems she wrote in her new book and especially since we live in a small town I was basically the only gay person she knew around here. I started missing her like crazy, so I told myself I was going to visit her book club again. what the worst thing that could happen?.
Yesterday, I finally went back… and she was cold as stone. and YALL SHE FORGOT MY NAME! She called me by another girl’s name until I corrected her. my friend didn't know about our situationship but she laughed that she forgot about such a person like me.I just laughed in disbelief. i felt like she knew what she was doing or maybe she got Alzheimer or something. I felt like she only wanted a teacher’s pet type of girlfriend. Now that she’s not teaching me anymore, she doesn’t need me.