u/drclairefraser

Just diagnosed about two months ago. Not mediated yet.

So I fucked up bad. I fucked up so bad. I forgot to pay daycare. DAYCARE. I forgot to pay. For months and months. And now…now we owe them $10k. I…how did I do that? How??

They only accept Zelle payments. You can’t automate it. Means you have to go in and pay them every Friday. Every Friday.

I’m…I’m in shock. I had a panic attack this morning. I have an alarm reminder on my phone to pay. And I still forgot. They’re being very kind and offering payment plans but what the fuck

What the fuck.

I hate my brain. I hate myself. My god.

My husband is furious, but trying to hide it. I know he is though. He must hate me even though he swears he doesn’t. Fuck.