Is the grass greener
It’s coming up on a year since I found out he had been paying for live video chats trying to see girls naked online. Most days I feel ok with moving past it but some days I just can’t shake it and get disgusted. He says he has not done anything like it again since. I worry if there is more to the story and if he ever did anything in person. He opened up a lot about any questions I’ve had and even admitted just because he was hurt didn’t give a good excuse to do that and hurt someone else. I’ve snooped on the phone here and there and haven’t found anything since but for all I know he just got better at hiding it. How do you learn to trust again? Would things be better if I just left and started over? We have two kids and I rely partially on him financially. I feel if finances weren’t a worry I wouldn’t question things so much. He is great with kids and household chores really does help out but I am not sure how to forgive and forget. Does anyone have any advice of how to move on from this to keep my family together or is it a lost cause