Unfaithful husband
I’ve been with my husband for 4 years and married for 2.5. About a year and a half into our marriage, I found out he had a fake TikTok account where he was watching inappropriate content. When I confronted him, he slapped me. He later apologized and promised it wouldn’t happen again.
About a year later, I caught him again,this time with a fake Instagram account and regularly watching porn. This really hurt, especially because our own intimacy had dropped to zero, even though I was trying and asking for it.
Now it’s happened again, and he’s begging for forgiveness. But I don’t trust his apologies anymore. Being around him makes me feel angry and suffocated. I loved him deeply and trusted him completely, which makes all of this even more painful.
I don’t want to rush into divorce because of family reasons, but at the same time, I can’t stand being around him. I don’t even want to look at him right now. What confuses me is that when he’s away, I still miss him.
Please guide this poor soul. I am so lost. Thanks 🤗