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Processing goodbye
I just got my divorce decree in the mail last week. I didn't want this outcome and it still breaks my heart most days. But I can see a little bit more clearly each day how I never would have been able to live and to love him. I've been writing a lot as part of processing things. We used to walk together all the time, and when he was hypomanic he would ALWAYS stop at the creek by our house. For minutes, sometimes. By the end I hated how I resented him for stopping. I didn't understand why, but I do understand a bit more now.
u/corianderhurdle — 18 hours ago