u/cockandballtorture49

I feel as if no matter what I accomplish in life my life will be meaningless. Even if I break all the records of life I still won’t amount to anything. One day I’ll be replaced, forgotten. I remember almost everything people tell me yet I can’t think of anything positive. Reaching for the stars is impossible when the universe is constantly expanding faster than we could ever go. I don’t even feel real anymore. It’s a constant cycle. I ruin every single opportunity. I’m an unlikable piece of shit. I keep thinking someone will one day love me but I know that’s not true. Every new person I meet no matter how hard I try they always end up leaving.