u/clyde-toucher

1. The Philosoraptor (A Really annoying Velociraptor who studied philosophy, but is reasonable, he teaches at Harvard)

2. NBA Superfan (Will use your room for podcasts for his niche sports youtube channel)

3. Vegan (Not vegan because they care for animals they are vegan because they are addicted to vegetables, Will steal any vegan dish from the fridge, They work as a jantior for a high school)

4. Spook Guy (Will make you uncomfortable, they do not know boundaries, they work as a butler in a butler cafe)

5. Indie Band guy (Guy who tries too hard on his indie band, will practice music when you are trying to sleep)

6. Sad Guy (Jobless, waste of space. they wont bother you but if you go to the toilet at midnight you will see him cry in the toilet)

7. Doctor (Will judge silently you for any "unhealthy" habit, Doctor)

8. Sick but Positive Guy (Tries his best, will help you out in a jam... he is not long for this world but he will spend his remaining days making a poem)

9. Perry Noid (Constantly paranoid, will scream at you, hates the government, Works at starbucks)

10. Unethical Scientist (Will use your DNA and handprints as well as browsing data for his experiments without your consent, probably works for the government)

11. Lazy Guy (Scams elderly people online for massive amounts of money, will not do the dishes)

12. Traumatized War Vet (You have to be very careful around this guy he is constantly plagued by nightmares of the War)

I think its years of holding back and bottling up a lot of feelings, i feel like a performer sometimes, like a sitcom character saying the same old tired tropes and tricks...

I dont want to be a character, i want to be a person again. I just dont know how...
I know it's a weird question but... how do i get an identity?

I love you, without you i wouldn't be me, but... its getting to painful to be with you.

I hid so many feelings and words i forget that I'm my own person, to you am i a person or just what you want your child to be?

I'm afraid of what you think of me, the disappointment in your eyes hurts my soul.

I fear my own anger because it'll just be met with laughter or disappointment.

You're believing in things that i cant ever support, i want to scream and shout.

You just dismiss everything i love, the things that matter to me?

Should i do the same? Dismiss the things that bring you joy?

You seem like an insurmountable wall, that i have to become.

If i could just forego this rebellious voice of mine maybe i could be happier... but all this pain is what's truly mine.

I just want to have my own identity, and I've decided, i dont want to become someone like you.