wtf is the point anymore. I think everything is just a winless situation, some sort of trap.
they said give me 5 years and do everything right..... wrong.
I've been awake months. no amount of olanzepine is helping.
I quit, done, throwing in the towel
I was just curious if anyone has experienced this before during mania.
the longer my mania goes on the more I experience heart palpitations and a sort of hard thumping feeling in my chest. also it can feel irregular.
I have had heart tests such as the ECHO one where they ultrasound your heart, I think another called either EKG or ECG I always get the 2 mixed up. I have done blood work also.
All are normal apparently. doctor said lose some weight. working on it.
I have hypertension and tachycardia which is almost normal now that im off APs. its around 130/85 90bpm.
anyways can anyone relate?
Edit- I forget to mention if I take my as needed olanzepine it seems to almost put it normal which leaves me thinking this is all mental