90% hot fudge 10% ice cream
i buy my own nut topping bc they took it away from us
paid $3.95 for this (extra hot fudge was +$0.50). just remembering the days from my childhood when these were $1 before tax. also i kind of noticed that their hot fudge doesn’t taste as rich as it used to
i’m a full time TM. when i was part time, i would rarely ever call off. now that i’m full time, i’m doing it more often. sometimes i just don’t want to be there 5x a week. i rarely get sick so saving my upt for sick days seems pointless.
sometimes i feel guilty when i call off when i just don’t wanna be there. but there’s like 0 work life balance when you work full time and i’m still adjusting.
is calling off once or twice a month excessive enough to be told something about it? are they going to start seeing me as undependable or something?
my long distance bf and i reunited last July after two years apart. during those two years, we’ve maintained a sexual connection through video calls and such. he would always tell me things like how bad he wants to eat me out and he wants to put his head right there etc. on these calls.
well, when we reunited last July, he didn’t do that. we did have sex but he didn’t give me oral. i didn’t ask him to do it because i just assumed he would go for it. now, it just upsets me when i think about it. honestly i feel like i’m going insane. if i masturbate, i can’t watch porn where girls get ate out because it makes me envious and frustrated and sad all at once. it’s been almost 3 years since i’ve been eaten out. and fuck. i was looking forward to it and it just never happened.
now, idk when i’ll see him next. i have to deal with this frustration indefinitely. i did mention it to him and he said we did other things though. he’s right but still that was missing.
food: filet mignon & baked potato with cheese, greek yogurt and green onion