I need to get over a straight girl asap.
I'm a bi woman. A while ago I met a gorgeous straight woman at a friend's party. To be quite frank, everyone thinks she's not totally straight, but she identifies as such and therefore I'll respect her identity. It also doesn't help that she's in a right-wing conservative Catholic environment. So, even if she's bi or something she'll probably never come out. Anyways, I became obsessed with her. Eventually, I thought I was over it, I even met another girl and we dated for a while. But she broke up with me and I'm single again. The other day I saw the straight girl again, from a distance, and I felt my heart drop. After all this time?? Even after I dated someone else?? I really need to forget her. She'll never, never want to date me. Ever. She has a boyfriend too and he seems like a great guy, honestly. But somehow I keep fixating on this fantasy I built of her, I'm sure what I dream about is the idea of her and not even her real person. Do you have any advice??