i really dont know what to do at this point......
So, I've developed muscular atrophy and cannot do most of the prayers. I don't have the strength to do some of the prayer, but I can do some. I feel like I'm letting Allah down, like the guilt that I cannot do the full prayer as is one of the pillars. I really try to do the full prayer but I am unable to. So I say the lines and prayers and do what I can, but I don't know what to do.... I want to do the full prayers, but it's like, what can I do? I follow halal guidelines, I try to wear the hijab as much as I can . I keep on time with the prayers as much as possible, but not doing one of the pillars breaks me on the inside.
I'm not sure if anyone else has been through something like this....so any experience or even ideas would be helpful....
(this is not a post about advice about how to do things in islam btw)