u/bongsareus

I'm 24M I've had friends in the past that I thought they were close but they won't really close I find it hard to trust people because when I'm shared things about my life past girlfriends and friends have used it to weaponize against me like that's hurt alot. I have been social more but can't trust but I do in a way but find it hard to tell people the small things in life I've been told my old "friends" that I'm a good bloke but idk if they were saying that just to make me feel like I matter cause I was the floating friend