u/blackberrycoaster

I stopped taking my meds because they were giving me bad dreams again and I can’t get a good nights sleep but I started getting the urge again and so now I have a huge mark on my leg. I forgot I didn’t even realize I have a race this week and now everyone will see it I’m such an idiot. I’d stopped for so long but I couldn’t take it anymore and didn’t even think about it and now it’s so noticeable what am I going to do. The race was supposed to be a good day it’s the reason I needed good sleep and now I don’t know if I can even wear the outfit I bought because it’s so noticeable I hate it. No one ever sees but now they will why did I do it