Found twitter bookmarks on boyfriends phone
I’ve always been sex positive and never had an issue with pornography, my boyfriend and I have even watched some together and I’ve seen stuff he’s saved before. He typically saves a lot of fantasy stuff, which is funny to me but I’ve never minded or cared much. He’s a gamer so I kind of was like whatever
I woke up hungover after we went to my best friends party the night before, and my brain literally bluetooth connected to his phone and I did the wrong thing and opened it up, searching in his twitter bookmarks first thing.
Lots of solo girl gooner content. Fml. Think Belle Delphine adjacent, clown makeup, super fast clips and even a compilation. We fought immediately and I told him that that kind of “slop” is literally brain rot and I am not comfortable with solo OF content and just felt so weird and couldn’t really articulate exactly what was making me feel uncomfortable about this content, because I’ve never had these feelings before.
Like can you not watch a long form porn video on the internet? You need to doom scroll gooner twitter? FML FML
I ended up apologizing yesterday for the major breach of boundaries, making him feel shameful, and tried so hard to take an angle of respect. Everyone deserved their privacy and have their own intimacy with themselves. But I’m having a weird time moving forward. He’s promised to stop watching porn and honestly I completely believe him. He’s devastated he hurt me.
DELICIOUS WONTON BEEF NOODLES