I think I will only go to church once a year
I posted in the Orthodox reddit that I don't think Fr Seraphim Rose should be canonized. Not even because I think he's guilty. But I think the chance that he is guilty for enabling Gleb is enough to not canonize him. You would think this is a normal conclusion to come to but honestly nothing about the responses or the idolization of this man is normal and neither is the way so many Orthodox Christians act in person. I think I will probably just start participating in lenten fasting and confession and service probably just for nativity and Pascha because I dont even want to make friends with most of these people anymore though I still love the faith. They are a bizarre crowd.
And I got Many many upvotes but none appeared because of all the down voting. It's like they do not care that a substantial amount of Orthodox Christians feel the same way I do that respect and justice for the child victims of Gleb comes before even a saint. Even if he is a real saint the children come first and they can privately venerate him but no they want to shove their fanaticism on everyone else. It's very hard to drive me away from the church because I have been very resilient and sticking with it but this really is a breaking point. It's very disappointing.