u/avocadomakiroll

i'm 27, stuck living with my parents, unemployed with a useless degree. my boyfriend is miles ahead of me in life and i constantly feel like a child. i always dream about taking all my xanax and just drifting to sleep but then i think about my parents finding me and how it'd ruin their lives. and how my boyfriend wouldn't be the same again and my friends would be destroyed. but it's just not fair i have to hold on for them. what about what i want? i don't want to be here anymore.