I'm by far the loneliest, most isolated, most depressed person I know
I'm 23M and for years I've been lonely and depressed and nothing changes. I was diagnosed late with Asperger's and ADD. I have 0 irl friends. I'm stuck in life. I went to college and it sucked so I quit. Then being out of college for like 3 years sucked too because yknow, I have nothing. Then going back to college like going back to a toxic ex (not like I have any exes, I'm a forever alone loser). I just exist on autopilot, watching as others drown in joy while I die of thirst. If only euthanasia was legal and available in my country. Unfortunately I see absolutely no escape out of my disgusting personalized hell. When I try I get nothing, when I don't I get nothing. YouTube and video games can't replace human interaction forever. Believe me I've tried for years. I live in an irrelevant shithole with nothing to do so even if I wanted to treat myself by myself I have nothing. Sigh... well idk wtf this post is supposed to do but if anyone reads it thanks ig.