Stims as a way of life
I'm not trying to write a poem or glorify any substances.
Just needed to name the post somehow.
I know there are many fucked up things about abusing stims or any other shit but what really got to me today is how I stopped doing things and going places.
I mean I still do them but they're just excuses to use.
Going dancing - need some stims.
Meeting friends - sure but on stims.
Cleaning apartment - I can manage but on stims.
Need to simply do my tasks at work - yep, just need some stims for that.
I'm not really doing anything or go anywhere.
Everything is just bunch of boxes with labels and stims the true motivator.
Fucking watching a movie with friends shouldn't be a chore I need fucking 1g of amphetamine to go through.
So yea, just coming down from 2 day binge and needed to share a thought.
All the best