u/antfarm882

Recently I been spending at least an hour a day just looking through random american cities on google earth and street view. I dont rlly have a strong interest in architechture or geography I just think about cities a lot. Like I'll be curious what sacramento is like and I'll spend a bunch of time going through it on google earth and street view and learn about diff neighborhoods and stuff like that. Sometimes I'll just pick a random small town and look at its wikipedia page and walk around it. I dont really know why I just really like the idea of a city. I live in San Diego and pretty often I'll just drive around downtown or take the train up to LA just to look at buildings. My friend noticed how I use google earth a lot and thought it was a lil weird but I def cant be the only person who does this.

Im 15 yr old guy, nd a few days ago I caught my mom cheating on my dad. Our TV is broken, so I watch movies on her computer, and that night i logged in and the messages app was open. It was same account as the one on her phone, and when I went to close it I saw a weird text from her personal trainer. I opened up their messages, and I wont say all the details of it bc it was pretty disgusting to read, but she was 100% cheating with him. I just closed the texts and pretended like I didnt see it, but it really makes me look at my mom different.
whats even worse is that she had cheated on him before too. She doesnt know I know, but a while ago I was using google docs and I saw this long apology letter in a doc addressed to my dad. I was curious what it was, so I opened it. It was a long apology admitting to her cheating on my dad with a coworker. She said it never went beyond kissing one time while they were drunk, and ig my dad forgave her bc they never divorced or anything. But to do all that, and then go and cheat again rlly pisses me off. Outside of all that my mom is a pretty good mom, and I cant decide how I feel about her now. Ive just been avoiding her. I want to tell my dad, but hes had problems with depression before, and usually drinks way too much when hes upset, so Im not sure. What should i do