















it finialy got to enough. I’m about to send the final ‚I love you‘ text to everyone and let go. I’m a shitty person, a shitty friend, a shitty sibling. maybe in another lifetime it’s different and I’m a good person with a good life. but. . In this lifetime? I’m shitty. I lost my favorite person because of it. it’s 4 in the morning and I haven’t slept at all, I’d ignored every text or call. I don’t blame anyone for this but myself. but when I text you ‚I love you.‘ it’s time to put your phone down and let me go.