Am i weird?
Hey guys,
Everyone who’s about to get married seems super excited, but honestly, I don’t feel that way right now. And its an arranged marriage iam 28 and he is 29 I’ve been really stressed with work and all the wedding preparations, especially since my dad hasn’t been well so most of the responsibility has been on me and my mom.
My fiancé is actually very calm and understanding. He gives me my space, doesn’t question much, and always just says “take care” and “be safe.” Right now, he’s on a trip he loves traveling and I don’t want to disturb him. He keeps me updated, but even if we don’t talk for hours, it doesn’t really bother me.
I think I’m just so occupied with my own routine and exhaustion that I don’t feel that typical “over-excited” phase people talk about. It’s not like I don’t have feelings for him I feel comfortable, safe, and we’ve had our moments too.
But I keep wondering… is it normal to feel this way?
Tldr; feeling weird about my emotions