me 16f is cheating on 16m bf of 1.5 years
hi. i’ve been daiting my boyfriend for almost 1.5 years, and for a while, i thought i was going to marry him. i told so many people that we were going to get married. but recently i have felt like we were not meant to be. like i love him, but im not in love anymore. and a guy i used to mess with when we were younger messaged me on tiktok after i posted a story, and from there we got talking. for some context, me and this kid i used to mess with are literally the exact same person. we like the same music, have the same humor, interests, literally everything. so i’ve always had a crush on him. but for some reason every time we would get closer, i would push him away. but ever since that message, we have been hanging out, and having some very serious moments where i could see myself with him. but then i get flashbacks to my boyfriend and i then wanna be with him. it’s like, i like both so much when im with them individually. like when im with my boyfriend i like him, and when im with my sneaky link i like him. i’m so conflicted, im scared, i feel so bad, and im incredibly guilty. please help.