No one will let me be scared
Our son is 1.5, we wanted a second baby, everything in our life has been set up for 2 babies. But as they say...you plan and God laughs.
We are having twins, so now we will have 3 kids.
I'm genuinely worried. I have to get a new car, twice the carseats, we were planning to let the 2 kids share a room for a few years till we get a bigger place but can you do that with 3??
My son still doesn't sleep through the night and now I have twins coming....what if they are equally shit sleepers? Maybe I should have stopped with our first....
How do I load 3 kids....how do I save them in an emergency. I wanted one kid for each arm where does the third go do I have to pick favorites in a tsunami?? Will my son feel less special next to the wonder twins? What if I become a shit mom because there are too many kids for me to handle.
My family keeps telling me I'll be a great mother of 3 and it'll all work out, but things only ever work out because I WORK THEM OUT. And I cant stop this constant mild panicking.
Everyone is trying to soothe me and call the twins a blessing. But I'm stressing out to much to appreciate this blessing.
Also HOW BIG AM I GONNA GET? I keep seeing reels of these ginormous pregnant twin moms and I'm greatly concerned how Ill survive.
Anyone else panic? Im only 9 weeks I can't do this for the next 31.