Posted this morning, posting again. Still got nothing done.
Like genuinely I have done nothing since the morning. I blocked all my apps on my phone except for reddit. I am staring at my wall blanking out. My brain cannot get me to do anything (or I cannot get my brain to do anything). Someone send help. SOS. I do not want to be in a cluttered, dirty messy space anymore but I cannot get myself to do anything about it.