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Hi, I am 31F, 5’6” and currently 265.

The lightest I have been was about 180 when I was 19. I needed to take a lot of prednisone due to an autoimmune issue and went up to about 240 at around 21 and have been wobbling back and forth since.

I religiously track calories and I dont eat more than 1700 on a cheat day and 1500 daily. Im on adderall as well and generally dont feel hungry or starving. I do not drink alcohol. I do not drink soda or anything with sugar.

Light exercise is incredibly painful for me due to an autoimmune issue (my joints flare and lock up for weeks after) but I do try to walk and stretch and do yoga.

I have had testing on my thyroid, I do not have PCOS, and I just got checked for cushings which I also dont have. I am not on any medications that directly cause weight gain. I am not pre diabetic or have had any glucose issues.

I dont know what else to do and its absolutely killing me. Id love to just hop on a treadmill and run all of this off but Ive tried in the past with no success and the pain after is excruciating.

The fat is mostly around my arms, legs, and some on abdomen.

What do I do?

doom metal is objectively the best sub genre of metal because no matter WHO you see live

they’re going to sound the same if not better than any recording

*edit: for context Im at a certain super mega famous hardcore show and man the 808s have completely drowned out any listenable parts.

Meanwhile I saw Pallbearer a week before in a no name dive and they sounded better than ever.

**edit edit: I saw Kylesa’s reunion a year ago, their first comeback show in NA, Laura broke a string and they STILL sounded better than any mega hc band Ive ever seen.

ok im sobering up goodbye