u/Zestyclose_Dig158

I'm eighteen and feel uncomfortable in every social context. I get made fun of by everyone (even women) because I'm never present and I don't know how to relate to the human race. I don't read emails or books, and I often forget to go to the gym because I'm only fantasizing. If someone asked me, "What can you do?" or "What do you like to do?" I wouldn't know how to answer. I'm male, yet outside of my fantasy (in which I'm a total chad), I act extremely effeminate, and I hate it. I've wasted years of my life locked in my bedroom, and I think my brain is destroyed forever.