u/Zacthebunny

I (19m) have been dating my boyfriend (19m) for a year and some odd months now. I've tried over and over again, but I am obsessed with his ex boyfriend. Not in a "I love him" way, but I LOATHE his ex so bad. He was a pretty shitty guy to my boyfriend, but I always feel myself comparing me to him. It feels like, no matter how bad he is, that he has something I don't. It feels like I'm a replacement even though my boyfriend has never made me feel that way.

It just sucks. I am constantly checking his socials, I've tried blocking him but end up unblocking to look at it. I love hurting my own feelings, and I don't know how to stop it.

UHG

When talking about MAYHEM, I feel like The Beast is often overlooked. It’s one of my favorites, and her performance of it during the MAYHEM Ball was fantastic. I wonder why it’s not loved as much as others?