u/YoungMexicanBoi

drew a small insight into what's been on my mind in recent life changes

drew a small insight into what's been on my mind in recent life changes

the only thing i didn't draw in this was the daisy :0 its a physical flower that i picked that added a personal touch

u/YoungMexicanBoi — 19 hours ago

drew my own eyes after a difficult day

this piece is reflective of how i've been feeling lately :0 also open to critiques and advice on improving shading techniques :)

u/YoungMexicanBoi — 3 days ago

finally colored my fanart of all the hosts :D

sorry this has taken as long as it has
:( been going through a lot of life changes that have really affected me in negative ways and have been struggling to find motivation to do things i enjoy :< but that aside i hope we all like the finished pieces :D definitely won't be the last time i draw fanart for this community :)

u/YoungMexicanBoi — 5 days ago
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i finally colored my fanart of all the hosts :D

sorry this has taken as long as it has
:( been going through a lot of life changes that have really affected me in negative ways and have been struggling to find motivation to do things i enjoy :< but that aside i hope we all like the finished pieces :D definitely won't be the last time i draw fanart for this community :)

u/YoungMexicanBoi — 5 days ago

just had an anxiety attack thinking about it

broke the number 1 rule and texted her trying to get any kind of closure. it went even worse than i could've imagined. didn't want my apology, no explanations either side, and basically got told to f off in the nicest way possible. how do i even begin to recover from going from someone's favorite person to someone they just want to forget. i put my all into this, and it shatters basically anything and everything i thought i knew about myself.

why does it hurt so badly hearing that she doesn't care about me when i should've known?

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u/YoungMexicanBoi — 7 days ago

people have told me that relationships are two sided and that breakups don't happen on one person's terms. i thought i understood but i just feel more and more guilty if i think about it. like every good thing i put towards keeping the relationship is void because of what i contributed to it ending. and the more i think about it, the more i see her perspective. i feel not only my pain but i can sympathize when i think about what happened through her eyes. is there such a word that describes carrying the weight of two people's emotions? i feel whatever that crushing word is.

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u/YoungMexicanBoi — 14 days ago