u/Wrong_Clerk7415

I proposed to my college crush, but she rejected me (it was 100% predicted, so no problem, and I moved on). However, a few days later, she posted a WhatsApp status which says, 'Someone's wish is someone else's nightmare.' She is the kind of person who does not post statuses regularly or at all, so I think she is referring to me, and it destroyed my overall confidence and hopes of getting into a relationship. I know I don't have a normal face and I look ugly, so it's obvious I would get rejections, but getting a 'nightmare tag' even though I didn't do anything harmful to her is giving me emotional pain. The main problem is that I can't share this with anyone like how could I tell my friends or siblings that I got called a nightmare by my crush, whom I waited five years to tell about my love, only to be called a nightmare?