Unhappy marriage
Funny how I ended up reading what my husband wrote about me on Reddit. He wrote that he’s not really physically attracted to me, and that he doesn’t feel much desire when we’re intimate. Honestly, I’m not even sure if it still feels like love anymore while being intimate.
For context, I’m 5’2” and weigh 63 kg, which is considered overweight for my height. I’ve been taking contraceptive pills for my adenomyosis, and they’ve caused me to gain weight.
I’m also on Valdoxan, an antidepressant prescribed by my psychiatrist as I am battling with severe depression and severe panic attack. One of its side effects is acne, so I’ve been struggling with breakouts as well.
I don’t think he truly understands what I’ve been going through. These medications can really affect a woman—weight gain, mood swings, and even low libido. It hasn’t been easy.
Right now, I feel lost and unhappy. It hurts to think that my husband isn’t happy with me either, and I don’t know what to do anymore. I don't really have couple friends to vent out or share these struggles of mine. I sometimes think to just leave and end myself.