u/Worried_Bag_1150

Oh and on top of that I got ghosted by a guy who wanted me first, so go figure! Anyways, I was really on top of all my studying until stuff went down in my personal life and now I just feel so unmotivated and burnt out and I legit don’t want to do anything. It doesn’t help that i’m still in microbio and a&p 2 and we’re so close to the end of the semester. I just want to be done with everything. I went from studying 24/7 last week to not picking up any study material the last 4 days and now I feel a mess. I took practice exams and have been scoring in the 70s so that’s also been great :/ I don’t even know where to pick off and I just feel so incapable of doing anything, I am so down lol

This has not gonna like kinda destroyed me, idk if it’s my ego or the fact the wanted me first and was putting in so much effort and energy into seeing me and calling me and texting me (mind you he’s really busy) he straight up sold me a lie and a fantasy. I knew it was too good to be true but dang how can you go from reassuring me and planning date ideas one night to completely going ghost the next day? I removed him and didn’t even text him, I called once before I knew I was getting ignored but once I figured out he was gone. It’s just so crazy to me that guys will play you like that!