u/WoodpeckerNext3219

I am sick of all this comparison but I still can't stop comparing myself to others. Every day I wake-up and the comparison starts. I even compare my wake up time.

The Traveller Series, written by S.E. Wright, takes you deep into a captivating world of fantasy. A few years ago, I read Children of Avalon, the first book in the series, and it completely swept me away. Wright's writing is incredibly vivid, allowing you to imagine every scene with perfect clarity. The story is beautifully crafted, and you quickly build a strong connection with the characters as the excitement steadily builds. I highly recommend this book to anyone looking for a great fantasy escape. S.E. Wright is an indie author, so she might not be a household name yet, but her writing is genuinely excellent.

For some time, I have been getting really imaginative dreams. And many a times like in the morning when there is some noise and I am semi-wake, some dreams come and I have a little control over what happens in the dream.

The little control is okay but what I really like are my dreams, it is good content. Toda, I had a horror dream and somewhere I knew that it was a dream, so, I woke up with a feeling like I just watched a horror movie.
Sometimes the detail and clarity that I see in my dreams is amazing. It feels really nice after waking up.

But sometimes when I am awake, I am just sitting and imagining situations, which I think everybody does but sometimes I feel like that I do it a little too much, it is a little scary like what if I just start liking my imagination more and the whole day I am just sitting and imagining and stop doing other stuff.

Anyways, dreams are amazing!

My exams are starting soon. I haven't studied anything, though I know that I can study most of the syllabus for most of the subjects if I just sit and study. But whenever I sit, I just want to watch Youtube videos and I just can't study. I study for a few minutes and then I open Youtube. I can sit and research on a topic that I like, for a long time but when it comes to study for exams, my mind just......

To be honest, I don't want to study, I don't want to give the exams and I feel like if there were no exams I really would have studied. Sometimes I feel like studying like to learn coding but whenever I sit to do it, after a sometime, a thought comes "I have viva tomorrow", I should prepare for that if I am studying", once that comes I just close my book and open my phone.

I also feel like if I just start earning some money like to get a some foundation to stand upon, to know that this much I can earn at anytime, it will give me some clarity as to how to move forward in life and what is really needed to be done to achieve it; then I will be able to study also.

Anyways, I still have to give these exams, so, what should I do?

My exams are starting on 11 may and will end 10 days after that. I haven't studied anything, though I know that I can study most of the syllabus for most of the subjects if I just sit and study. But whenever I sit, I just want to watch Youtube videos and I just can't study. I study for a few minutes and then I open Youtube. I can sit and research on a topic that I like, for a long time but when it comes to study for exams, my mind just......

To be honest, I don't want to study, I don't want to give the exams and I feel like if there were no exams I really would have studied. Sometimes I feel like studying like to learn coding but whenever I sit to do it, after a sometime, a thought comes "I have viva tomorrow", I should prepare for that if I am studying", once that comes I just close my book and open my phone.

I also feel like if I just start earning some money like to get a some foundation to stand upon, to know that this much I can earn at anytime, it will give me some clarity as to how to move forward in life and what is really needed to be done to achieve it; then I will be able to study also.

Anyways, I still have to give these exams, so, what should I do?

I think it's pretty obvious why a sad song would bring somebody to tears, but I've been finding myself crying to music nowadays when the songs I'm listening to haven't necessarily been all that sad.

For example, the famous guitar solo in Californication despite taking up a very small portion of the song has almost always brought a tear to my eye after it's been played and I don't know if I find the music sad or if I'm simply in awe of how well-written and well-played it is.

Can anyone else relate to this?