u/Willing_Self_1792

I was in such a dark place mentally, physically…I just had knee surgery again for the 3rd time. My wife is in the middle of busy season. She told me having sex with me is a chore, doesn’t initiate it ever, isn’t affectionate towards me. Basically seems like she’s unattractive to me. Been sexless for a year and I fucked up because I wanted some instant gratification.