u/Whimsical_BookWorm

Im scared rn my friend relapsed after almost 2 yrs aswell and I saw the fresh cuts it was so incredibly triggering bc we both supported eachother and promised one another we would stop doing this and after seeing that I just felt a urge to relapse again and everything's becoming so stressful with school and my friends r falling into drugs so now everything's just piling on top of eachother and im starting to get suicidal thoughts and urges to self harm again Im really trying to stop myself cuz ive worked so hard to be clean for this long and if I start again Im scared I might not make it out this time....