u/Western_Tone_7629

So i was doing better but now i dont anymore i relapsed really bad and just feel real empty and aphatic. I have everyday a feeling that i don’t want my partner anymore even if i dont have reasons to leave, i can t name any reason. I feel so weird and cant stop crying. I know its just anxiety and not my partner itself is just the relationship you know? the concept of being a relationship is so overwelming to me and i dont want to leave to regret later, and being afraid of being in one. i dont know anymore im in 50mg setraline for one month and feel really weird in the begin i was doing better now i feel awful again. Feel like i csnt chose my partner anymore and i dont know why, i really dont know whats happening.