u/Watchforthestars417

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Apparently I got deemed a "male" pretending to be a woman on another community and told I was disrespectful for bringing up my OCD diagnosis.

I just need somewhere to vent about this because what the fuck.

I had a spiral and sought reassurance (I know that is bad), so I went to a woman specific community to ask about it since it was real event OCD.

Most people were nice but then I had someone make a comment who was suspicious that I am a man because my comments/posts from other communities apparently seem like a man wrote them and my account is not very old.

I was nice and told them that I understand why they are paranoid and that it is fucked up that they have to worry about men doing that. I explained that I was diagnosed with OCD young and that I illogically delete my Reddit accounts a lot and re make them and that I am in the process of looking for a new therapist right now and that my account looks like that because I have times during the month close to my period where I look for reassurance and that I am trying to find help for it.

But then I got a response that said

“It's moreso that your „issues" are very male coded fantasies.

I have ocd and almost feel insulted that you would bring that in connection to ocd.”

Like what? What fucking “fantasies”? I am literally diagnosed (looking into also getting help for possible PMDD since it happens around and a little after my period time) and If you look at my history I very clearly have moral OCD. I tried to be nice but I genuinely do not understand what about my account screams “male pretending to be a woman”

I guess any woman who doesn’t fit these peoples stereotypical view of how they should be/act is secretly a man now.

I get being paranoid on the internet but I feel like this is just very rude. They wouldn’t like it if I said that about them.

Sorry I have “male-coded” moral OCD I guess.

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u/Watchforthestars417 — 14 hours ago

I feel guilty for using the shower head to masturbate since I live with family.

I’m 19 and I feel really bad because I have used the shower head to masturbate before. I usually clean it but there was one time where I didn’t and my mom used it before I could get to it when I remembered and now I feel really bad. I feel bad because I live with family and I’m worried that makes me a bad person.

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u/Watchforthestars417 — 1 day ago