What type do you get from these images and words?
I am constantly torn between three sides of myself:
- Want to simply have a nice house in the woods, living a quiet life where I can enjoy my hobbies and interests in peace without disruption or disturbance. Where I can do whatever I wish to in peace. This is often how I envision my ideal home life; being alone and completely at peace. Definite Introvert. This is something I've come to realize as I've gotten older. That I just want to be somewhere quiet, with nothing but forest as far as the eye can see. Where I can do as I please without any unwanted intrusions.
- Another side of me gets a thrill from the idea of traveling the world and making a big name for myself. I come from a "working poor" family, where most of my family worked in mail shops, laundromats, or liquor stores and so on, if they weren't unemployed altogether. When I was a teenager, I dreamt of becoming absurdly rich. Going to MIT or Yale, working at a Hedge Fund, and more. Having a mansion the size of a football field, a private jet, a yacht, even a zeppelin. There's a genuine adrenaline rush I get putting myself back into that mindset, listening to certain songs really gets me going there, but I'm old enough now (I'm approaching thirty) to realize that the life I wanted wasn't really anything all that special. I got those feelings from the dreams themselves, not from the actual reality of them. To that end, I often love exploring ideas more than actually doing things. It takes me a long time to actually settle on actually doing something outside of what I normally do. As material things rarely measure up to the idea of them, and that's how I started to realize I didn't need a lot to really be happy and at peace.
- At my best, I envision myself as being a leader to others, and I've often been called a "natural leader" by many people. In my life already, I'm the one most of my friends and family turn to when they need someone to talk to. I like being that source of warmth, comfort and strength for others. Assuring everyone that we're going to be alright, no matter what. When in my best moods, this is something I feel in my soul. I love helping people for its own sake, and hate seeing people be mistreated. Even when I wanted to be super rich, I dreamt of having a huge charity foundation too that would support medical research and food charities to help those in need.
I'll also note, in reference to some images - my hobbies are cooking and baking, reading (mainly History and Lovecraftian Horror), and collecting old films. Also love darker works of art (Goya, Francis Bacon, etc.) and I've worn suits and other formal wear regularly since I was a teenager. It's what makes me feel the most like myself; feel more at ease in a suit and tie than in jeans and a t-shirt.
Known for being "Serious", "Quiet" and "Confident" - also been called "Stoic" a number of times. That I have a 'presence' about me and that I have a 'strong' personality. I'm not an outwardly emotional person, but feel things on a deeper level than almost anyone around me, in my experience. Still, I'm also considered very understanding. As I said, people in my life often turn to me for comfort when they're having a hard time or need confide something, and I like being able to help when I can.
Combined with the vibes of the images, what does this say to you?