u/Virtual_Nothing_4564

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I’m a Class 12 CBSE student (PCMB), and I’m honestly feeling stuck and overwhelmed right now.

My classes just started this April, and I really want to score above 90% to get into a GOOD COLLEGE. But my home environment is making it extremely difficult to study.

I don’t have a device of my own. I study using my mom’s phone, but she takes it away frequently whenever she gets calls from relatives, which are often unnecessary talks and gossips. So I can’t study consistently.

I asked my father to buy a laptop for me but he said he don't have money. He have , he has so much pishukal to spend money and he knows I will study with my mom's phone and when I addressed him about this snatching away , he didn't even gave a F*uck about that.

I also don’t have a separate room. I study in the same room where my mom and siblings stay, and there’s constant noise, shouting, and arguments. Even at night, I can’t focus because my parents are awake and often fighting.

On top of that, my parents aren’t very supportive of my studies. When I scored 86.4% in Class 10 (ICSE) without any tuition—despite being in a similar situation—I was still treated badly, both physically and mentally. That experience really affected me.

I feel like I have the potential to do much better if I just had a basic environment to study in, but right now everything feels against me.

I’m not trying to complain—I just genuinely need advice.

How can I manage to study effectively in this kind of situation?

Are there any strategies, routines, or alternatives that could help me stay consistent and focused despite all this?

Any advice would really mean a lot.

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I’m a Class 12 CBSE student (PCMB), and I’m honestly feeling stuck and overwhelmed right now.

My classes just started this April, and I really want to score above 90% to get into a good college. But my home environment is making it extremely difficult to study.

I don’t have a device of my own. I study using my mom’s phone, but she takes it away frequently whenever she gets calls from relatives, which are often unnecessary talks & gossips .I can’t study consistently.

my father said he will not buy me a laptop cuz he don't have money. He have but he doesn't like to spend money and he also know I will study with mom's phone which is not ok and I addressed that she is always snatching it away from me whenever her mood changes and My father is not giving a F*uck about it.

I also don’t have a separate room. I study in the same room where my mom and sibling stay, and there’s constant noise, shouting, and arguments. Even at night, I can’t focus because my parents are awake and often fighting.

On top of that, my parents aren’t very supportive of my studies. When I scored 86.4% in Class 10 (ICSE) without any tuition—despite being in a SIMILAR situation—I was still treated badly, both physically and mentally. That experience really affected me.

I feel like I have the potential to do much better if I just had a basic environment to study in, but right now everything feels against me.

I’m not trying to complain—I just genuinely need advice.

How can I manage to study effectively in this kind of situation?

Are there any strategies, routines, or alternatives that could help me stay consistent and focused despite all this?

Any advice would really mean a lot.