25 F looking for a cisgender female sponsor in her late 20s or 30s. The reason i am looking for a young sponsor is because i fail to resonate with people in their 50s and 60s, no offence, but i feel like at that age, i would anyway be sober because i'd probably have children and even grandchildren and not to forget, the menopause in late 40s. i wonder what my sex drive would be. i wonder if i'd still be interested in talking about life with random people late nights, if i'd still feel the throes of withdrawal when my partner is not around.
P.S. - Not trying to dismiss the journey of people in their 50s, 60s, not in the least.
Anyway, i am looking to hear the stories of people who started their journey of sobriety early on. i am tired of people telling me that i am pretty young, sometimes it makes me want to delay my sobriety, makes me want to do some more scandals before i begin my journey and i really do not want to fall into this trap. I want to learn how to love normally. I want to overcome this addiction.
Language - English
Concerns - a mix of love, validation and fantasy addiction with a scoop of sexual and emotional anorexia, i am an Adult child and perhaps even a co-dependent (not sure) so i am all over the place when i am with someone, my life begins to run on autopilot and i can't focus on anything. I exhaust myself so much emotionally that i get burntout.
Basically, i feel suffocated, i feel like i won't be able to focus on my life