u/Vegetable_Tip7022

I’m 22 bisexual trans I haven’t transitioned and I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to for my family’s sake they are extremely extremely homophobic/transphobic and are still Jw’s I’m Pomo been Pomo for 5 years but for the longest time I’ve hated myself for being attracted to men and for feeling so uncomfortable in my own skin I constantly internally argue with myself about why I can’t just feel comfortable and happy in body and being with who I want to be with I love my family and I don’t owe them anything and I know I deserve to be happy but I’m to afraid and to ashamed to come out and I don’t wanna lose them and I know I will if I do

Has anyone else gone through this and struggled with these feelings?