u/Various-Stage1917

I’m an 18 year old girl who has always wanted male validation. I never got any type of attention from boys in school. Never had a boyfriend till this day. I started going on websites like chatspin and dirty roulette to masturbate with strangers. For the first time in my life i felt wanted and desired. I started doing it everyday and it became an addiction. I would show my face too which i knew was very dangerous but i still did it. One day i decided I’m not going to go on those sites anymore. But i feel like i replaced it by downloading hinge. I found this guy in my city and he is really attractive and was sweet to me. We decided to be fwb. We hooked up thrice till now and it was fun at first but the last time it left me with this uneasy feeling at the pit of my stomach. He only wants sex. But is that the only thing I want? I think maybe I want love. But if i leave him i think I’ll fall back into my bad habits. I don’t know what to do

I am an 18 year old girl. I went on a date w a guy i met on a dating app after texting for less than 24 hours and ended up having my first kiss with him. I don’t know if it was good or bad but i just didn’t know what to do. We made out for 10 mins and he was touching me everywhere. And I also let him put his hand in my pants. Now it’s the next day and I’m obsessed with him and don’t know what to do. He made it very clear that he only wants to hook up and will only text me for that reason. I agreed but now I can’t stop thinking about him. Anyone been in a similar situation? What should i be doing? How do i get myself to stop texting him unnecessarily?