I don’t know if it’s my medication but I am feeling very impulsive, restless and very energetic, I also feel a strange high and happiness. I hate how distracted I feel right now too I’m trying to enjoy videos but I can’t pay attention. Does anyone have any idea what it could be?
The whole time I was there it felt pretty uncanny to me for some reason it made my derealization worse. They put me on abilify while I was there which made my stay even WORSE. I was so restless, I felt the need to move around and pace which is hard where I stayed. My hands and body are still shaking, I felt nauseous and really hot which i don’t know if it’s a side effect and I also still feel really weak since they also gave me vistaril 50 mg since my heartbeat would be at 130 which made my side effects worse. The food was always cold. I hate having major depressive disorder, I want to be in denial about my mental health but it’s hard to be. Other than that I miss the people there and the groups, they are way more nicer than people I’ve met out.