u/Vacation_Time_43

"He's spirited "

Here to vent. 40 yo PROUD dad of two autistic boys ages 2 and 5. Out to dinner with my wife's aunts this past weekend. My oldest has little impulse control and is constantly grabbing things and people. He especially likes grabbing things off of people, such as jewelry and glasses.

The restaurant seated us adjacent to the hostess station. My son grabbed several items at the station, reaching over the glass divider, including a phone. I apologized, explaining that he is autistic. I have no shame or fear of sharing my sons' autism.

Shortly thereafter, he grabbed the waitress's hair while she was at the station. I apologized to her and told her he's autistic.

My wife's aunt, shortly before we left, suggested that I tell people my son is "spirited" instead of using *that word.* I guess it's the "A" word, a bad word?

Of course I bit my tongue. But what I wanted to say? Seriously - fuck you lady. Don't tell me what to do with my son, especially considering you do jack shit for this kid beyond inviting us out to eat a couple times per year. Don't police my speech, insinuating I'm an insensitive asshole for telling people that my son has autism.

I'm not one of these parents who is embarrassed to admit their child has a disability. Special needs families deserve to partake in social events like eating out, however we are obliged to control our kids. I'm on my kids like a fly on shit when we go out. But there are moments when they can do something inappropriate, and my first born is too old to explain bad behavior away as mere toddler/preschool behavior. I feel it necessary to apologize and explain why he did what he did - it was because he is autistic.

"Autism" is not a dirty word.

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u/Vacation_Time_43 — 7 hours ago

Celibacy in a marriage

40 year old man, married 9 years in September. I have a very high libido and sex has always been important to me. Unfortunately, sex with my wife (38) has never been good. She never initiates and when we do it, she's quiet, expressionless, and just waits for me to finish, at which point she immediately gets dressed and leaves. It's never been fulfilling or enjoyable for me. She admits her naturally-low libido is totally shot from her SSRI, which she has taken since before we started dating in 2013.

About a year ago, I decided to stop initiating. The impetus was my second born being diagnosed with autism. His older brother has also been diagnosed. I'm concerned she may get pregnant and we'll have another autistic child - or children, if a multiple birth.

I'm not sure of the last time we did it, but it was probably May or June 2025. I know we definitely didn't do it on my 40th birthday in July, so we're at nine months minimum. I don't miss sex with her at all. Masturbating suits me just fine. I'm not going to cheat on her, because in her defense, I knew what I was getting into when I committed to her. Like I said - the sex was never good.

My question: Has anyone lived this life? Is it possible to live a celibate marriage by choice? Sometimes I feel the sheer enormity of what I'm doing. Like - *I am choosing to never have sex again. Ever.* Then I panic, and I think I should have sex with her, because bad sex is better than none, and then I get scared she could get knocked up, and round-and-round we go...

Tl;dr Can a celibate marriage work, meaning no cheating? Can you overcome the fear you're just losing a critical part of human existence - a sexual, intimate relationship?

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u/Vacation_Time_43 — 1 day ago