Trouble With My Doctor
In the past, I've brought up to my general doctor that I think I may have ADHD. I struggle greatly with starting tasks and staying on point. For example: I'm supposed to be doing a research paper, but instead I'm worrying about ADHD. Maybe I'm just lazy and looking for an excuse to blame my shortcomings on? I've always been known as a bad procrastinator, but that's just something I needed to work on doing better. I heard caffeine is supposed to help with concentration, so I had an energy drink, but that made me die on the inside and I cried for 3 hours, which is not a good use of my time.
Anyway, doctor says that "Your grades are good and you don't tic, so you're fine"
I have some weird semi-diagnosis on autism. On my medical record it says "autism??" which is not particularly helpful. I definitively have been diagnosed with mmd and gad, so maybe they're just tired of me and assuming I'm fishing for more meds? I've never went to an autism clinic because I never saw the point in being given a label that can be easily judged, but maybe I should so I'll be taken more seriously?
Sorry if this doesn't belong. I feel like I'm drowning